I'm nearly done with school and so many things are up in the air....that I wish I could fly. I think that with things so uncertain, I think it's causing me to go a little loopy. I wish sometimes that I had a small glimpse into the next year...but unfortunately no one has created a time machine.... and even if they had, I'm pretty certain they wouldn't let me borrow it.
The one thing that I'm certain of is how amazing my children are. I'm lucky to be KyLea and Nevaeh's mom. I would give anything to make them happy, healthy and free spirited adults. I think one of the most important things about being a mom is realizing that you cant expect your children to be perfect...but you can always teach them to do better than the day before.
Nevaeh is a tough nut to crack, her social ackwardness is something I hope she grows out of..she is shy but once you get to know her...she doesn't shut up (lol). She boasts about being the big mouth of the family, I love how she embraces her unique qualities and at this point she is one person I don't think will be easily influenced by others.
Nevaeh has some really interesting ticks...that I have been working on helping her break...it's been tough and I keep telling myself one at a time. Most recently she broke the habit of walking on her tip toes...why was this a problem you ask? Well...she would literally wear out a pair of shoes in a matter of 2 months, she would have holes all the way through to her socks...near the top of her foot. Now it's time to break the habit of nail biting and this very bizarre noise she makes with her throat (something she does about every 5 mins)...Why is this a problem you ask? Well....The nail biting is a nasty habit because sticking your hands in your mouth that often can cause you to become sick with whatever virus that just so happens to be on your hands at the time...and the noise...well, I just find it annoying.
Nevaeh's a great kid and she is someone that I would love to have as a friend if I weren't her mom. If I needed to know anything about dinosaurs or siamese cats...she'd be my go to girl.
KyLea, oh my heck...where do I start. She's so...well, KyLea. She's the sweetest little girl I know, she often brings down a blanket or brings me things that she thinks I might need without me ever asking. She is always looking out for the well being of everyone around her. She's a cuddle bug and hates when Nevaeh gets to sit by me when we watch a movie. She is always tucked behind my legs when I'm laying down. She has repeatedly told me how she wishes she could be a baby again and how she never wants to leave me (often times, this brings her to tears). She's very emotional. KyLea doesn't scare easily and can handle anything, except....if she's bleeding (No kidding, even if it's the smallest little prick on her finger), she cries and has to show everyone her excruciating experience...(I really hope she never breaks a leg or an arm).
The girls argue over who gets to grab me the comb or hairspray or who gets to help mom stir the batter or put away the dishes...they are so helpful...except I'm starting to think they do this to one up each other. I'm wondering if having a 3rd child would be better than 2...I guess it's to late at this point.
Nevaeh and KyLea both sprung on me that they want to be in a beauty pageant...ummm...what? I can see KyLea wanting to, but my Dinosaur loving little girl? Utterly confused, I asked them why? And of course the reason....they want to win! Oh geez....HELP! I usually let my girls make their own decisions...but I think this is one of those rare occasions where I'm going to have to draw the line (I'm still thinking about whether this will be the right decision).
Well enough rambling for now! Don't you hate how parents brag about their kids???? =)
I gotta post some pictures on here....I'll look through them and post some the next update.